It’s been a long three months since I’ve posted anything here on the blog. There’s a whole mixture of reasons as to why I haven’t been able to write a single word or take a single blog photo for three months. Most of it comes down to becoming ill at the start of the year, and when I become ill, I don’t just suffer from whatever bodily-happenings is going on, I suffer immensely with anxiety for weeks afterwards, worrying if I will become ill again. Why this happens, I don’t know, I wish I knew.
I only really recovered mid-way through March, just in time before my 21st birthday party (luckily). Which, by the way, I had a lovely time at. Although now over a whole month has flown by… It’s scary how fast time moves. One moment you’re exiting the womb, the next your 21 and can’t even find time to comb your hair.
I’m nearing the end of college-foreverness, which I’m having very mixed feelings about. A small part of me has been ready to leave since I started back in 2012, the other part of me is struggling to let go of something that feels so much like home. Most of my class are staying on for the top-up year this September, which for most of the year I had been completely unsure about, but now things have changed in my life, meaning I won’t be able to do that year, which I am surprisingly a little disappointed about, but don’t tell my tutors that.
Although I am excited to be completely done with the stress that my course drags along with it (curse you FMP), and to begin taking photographs freely again, without the attachment of college projects.
I am beyondexcited for the rest of the year, I will have lots to share with you in the next coming months. Life starts now.